This is the story of my health and weight loss journey, tips on how I lost 30 pounds, and before and after photos.

If I had a dollar for each time I started my weight loss journey (before and after photos at the end), I'd have enough money to pay for a year of Weight Watchers, Jenny Craig and the South Beach Diet combined. Why did it take so many attempts and then why did it finally stick? In the past, I began each attempt with gusto. I cleared the pantry of all sweets, jacked up my exercise routine and drank copious amounts of water. That all sounds good, right? All would be well until I stepped on the scale and saw that I lost several pounds. And that's where everything went wrong.
Right after losing those first few pounds and patting myself on the back, I dropped right back into old habits. I don't know why. Some warped, psychological kind of mind game that I played with myself, I suppose.
I wish I could tell you why this time was different, but I can't quite pinpoint it. Did I finally decide that I deserve to feel good all the time? Did my heart break a little more every time I avoided having pictures taken with my children? Was I more determined than ever to enjoy a long and healthy life with my husband? Something shifted, and I am grateful for that.
Last September, my good friend and running partner told me about an app on her phone that she started using. I went straight home and downloaded MyFitnessPal. It was exactly what I needed to get on track. I started to keep track of everything I put in my mouth and every calorie that I burned during exercise.
As much as we all want a magic pill, the formula is anything but magic. Calories in, calories out.
There were times that I indulged in a sugary treat or a hunk of Brie. I considered not entering the little indulgence into my phone, but then decided I wasn't going to lie to myself. I recorded the calories and then adjusted my meals and snacks for the rest of the day. A few more veggies, an apple instead of cheese and crackers, one less helping of pasta...you get the picture. Five months later, I feel great, better than I have in years.
I am beyond lucky for the love and support given to me by my family. My parents sent me encouraging emails; my kids cheered me on; and my dear husband encouraged my running, made bowls of quinoa and healthy wraps for our lunches, celebrated every success along the way, and told me he loved me no matter what. I love all of you!
For those of you who are starting on a similar journey, I am cheering you on. The first few weeks are not a walk in the park, but I promise you that it will get easier. Do it for your health, do it for your energy levels. Do it for yourself.
The results:
So far, I have shed 25 pounds, and lost 5 ½ inches off my waist and 3 inches from my hips. I'm planning on losing a few more to get into my comfort zone, but I am feeling fantastic. My energy is boundless, I am in control of my eating, I am stronger than I have ever been and I am looking forward to kicking some butt in a half-marathon in April.
So, how did I get there? Here's the skinny, so to speak.
What I Eat:
For more tips on healthy eating, see my post on Portion Control for Weight Loss & Healthy Living.
Breakfast:
Weekday mornings typically kick off with a workout of some sort. Since these workouts happen pretty early, I can't drag myself from bed early enough to fit in a full breakfast. So, I usually eat half a banana and half a low fat granola bar, and drink a glass of water. Post-workout, I rotate between two breakfasts. What can I say? I'm a creature of habit.

The first option is a yogurt parfait with blueberries and granola, and lately I've been replacing the frozen blueberries with frozen marionberries. So good! On the other mornings, I make one egg white plus one full egg, sunnyside up (just a little cooking spray in the pan) on a half piece of whole wheat toast, accompanied by a half grapefruit or clementine orange.
After my long run on the weekend, I go for something a little more substantial to replace those calories I burned. Whole Wheat Waffles, frittatas, or eggs benedict (calorie-laden Hollandaise sauce replaced with a zippy black bean spread) are some of the regulars.
I am simply not one of those people who can skip breakfast, nor do I want to be. In fact, if I don't eat breakfast, it usually means that I set myself up for failure, resorting to bingeing later because I'm so hungry. In those situations, I end up eating far more calories later in the day than I would if I had regulated my blood sugar (and mood...ugh, I'm a bear when I don't eat) first thing in the morning.
For more healthy breakfast ideas, head to this post.
Lunch:
Lunch is a bit of a free-for-all. It could be leftovers from the previous night's dinner, a salad with lots of protein, or a low fat wrap sandwich.
I used to eat enormous sandwiches, packed with all sorts of meat, cheese and veggies, and slathered with mayo. Now I do this in a modified version. Typically I use Wasa Whole Grain Crispbread - or their Wasa Crisp 'n Light 7 Grain version (affiliate link) - as a base, spread on some hummus, mustard or a little mayo, and top them with turkey, salmon or tuna, and plenty of veggies. Maybe a little cheese too, but far less than I used to use. I still get the taste, but without the extra calories and fat.
Dinner:
Dinner runs the gamut - salmon with pesto, Chicken Stew with Butternut Squash & Quinoa and Healthy Lasagne are just a few of our favorites.

The key for me is to include plenty of lean protein, such as fish, chicken or pork tenderloin and pair it with a large portion of veggies (salad, steamed veggies or stir-fried veggies with little or no oil) and a small amount of a whole grain side (brown rice, quinoa or whole wheat pasta). The protein fills me up and keeps me full, which is key in dodging those nighttime snacking urges.
Snacks:
This is where I used to get into big trouble. When you leave the block of cheese and bag of crackers out on the counter, it's pretty tempting to have "just a few more". By the time I knew it, I'd eaten a full meal's worth of calories...and more! Now I try to be a lot more aware about my snacks, preparing small snacks and actually being aware of eating them, rather than absent-mindedly stuffing them into my mouth while doing ten other tasks.
Some of my favorites are cheese and whole grain crackers (just a lot less), yogurt, raw almonds, celery with hummus, a piece of fruit, low fat granola bar and cottage cheese.
There are times when I find myself feeling hungry but usually this happens shortly after eating a meal or snack. Am I really hungry? I think I'm bored or simply trying to avoid some task I don't want to do. Instead of eating, I try to distract myself with another activity (away from the fridge!) or curb the craving by drinking a glass of water or cup of herbal tea.
Dessert:
This is where the moderation part comes in. Was it realistic for me to completely cut out dessert? Heck no! If I don't let myself eat any sweets, I just want them more. Human nature, right? However, I did cut back on the amount of dessert I eat and, when I do eat it, I try to do so at the end of the day. By that time, I've either lost the craving or I only want a little bit. The less sugar I eat, the less I crave it. Something else also happens. Whenever I do eat sugar, I become tired. As in "I must go to bed right this instant" kind of tired.
Some of my favorite herbal teas have enough sweetness to fend off the sugar cravings. Celestial Seasoning's Bengal Spice (affiliate link) is my all-time favorite. I often end the day with a cup of this tea. In the afternoon, green teas usually fit the bill.
My Exercise Routine:
Cardio:
Running has been my exercise of choice for several years and I even have several half-marathons under my belt. However, I always did things halfway - running just enough long runs before the half-marathon to prepare myself adequately. My weekly runs were at the bare minimum mileage and I never pushed my speed. Things have changed. Believe me, I am not a fast runner. But I am faster than I used to be and I am stronger than ever. My weekly mileage ranges from 26 to 30 miles. And oh man, does it feel good!
Most of my running miles are clocked with my very good friend and running partner. Knowing that she is waiting for me outside at 5:45am, when I just want to stay in bed, helps me to stumble out of my bedroom and pull on my running shoes. Our runs are a time when we get to catch up and keep each other motivated. We are very compatible in running style and personality, and know how to push each other.
Strength Training:
I've always enjoyed lifting light weights, but never did it consistently, nor did I push myself. Things changed as soon as I found "Power Pump" at our local community center. The instructor keeps things fresh (I swear she stays up at night, dreaming up new ways to "torture" us), keeps us motivated and kicks our butt every single time. I am stronger than I have ever been. My boys are even impressed by my bicep muscles now!
My weekly workout routine:
This is a typical week's schedule for me.
- Monday: Run 5 miles
- Tuesday: Strength training class, then 2.5 miles (faster speed) on the treadmill
- Wednesday: Run 5 miles
- Thursday: Strength training class, then 2.5 miles (working in sprints) on the treadmill
- Friday: Run 5 miles
- Saturday: Run 7 to 11 miles
- Sunday: Day off
Do you need to exercise this amount to lose weight? Nope. Do you need to run to get stronger? Of course not. But you do need to move your body. Preferably at least 5 times per week. Walk, ride, run, kick some karate bootie, do yoga. Choose what's right for you. Choose something you enjoy and makes you feel good. Choose something you think you can stick with or switch it up regularly. It may take some trial and error before you find what's right.
Don't give up...the feeling of moving your body and getting stronger is like no other.
Now it's time for the good, the bad and the ugly, also known as the before and after photos. Going through the "before" photos was a painful process, though it did make me grateful for where I am now. As for the "after" photos, I extend a huge thank you to my dear friend, Heidi Larsen, of Foodiecrush Magazine. She's absolutely brilliant and makes me look good!
The Before Photos:

With my talented friend, Marla Meridith of Family Fresh Cooking


Left to right: Sweet & talented Amanda of I Am Baker, Marla & me
The After Photos:
All photos by Heidi Larsen of Foodiecrush


My wonderful family.


Thanks to all of you for your support. If any of you are going through your own journey, I would love to hear about it!
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Jill
I actually cried with happiness for you when I saw your after photos. You are an amazing woman! Way to go!
I'm most certainly at my "before" stage. . . the lowest I've ever felt, and the heighest I've ever weighed. Friends tell me I should "be easier on myself" because I just had a baby 5 months ago, but despite weight-lifting, cardio, and eating (a little) better, I have lost only 3 pounds over the birthweight of my baby. That leaves me at 50 lbs above the healthy weight zone for my height of 5'0" and feeling miserable. About 25 lbs of those came after my sweet daughter. I have no one but myself to blame for the other half.
I'm realizing several things about myself as obstacles to my weight loss. I'm confident that recognizing these and defeating them will help me break through my wall of self-sabotage.
I think it would help me to list them.
1) I am an emotional eater & a boredom eater.
2) I am a secretive eater. I find the need to eat things quickly when my husband isn't around that I wouldn't want him to see me eating. I know that the only one I'm cheating is myself -- you can't fool the scale.
3) I don't believe in myself physically. Truly. The people at the gym tell me that I can achieve fill-in-the-blank, and I go home and cry, thinking I'm the only person on the planet incapable of the things they are encouraging me to work toward.
4) My portion sizes are off. In no version of a healthy eating plan should I be eating portion sizes anywhere close to that of my husband.
5) Stress. I am stressed. I'm conviced that this is part of the equation.
6) Sweets - I'm not very good at moderation. I think I'm addicted to sugar.
Success stories like yours are hugely (hugely!) motivating to me. Thank you for sharing!! I'm committing to tackling my obstacles and succeeding. One day, one step at a time.
Starting with going to the gym when my husband comes home from the grocery store :). Can't wait to revisit and tell you my "after" part of the story.
Kim N.
I just wanted to thank you for sharing your weight-loss journey. You inspired me to give My Fitness Pal a try and as a result I have lost over 20 pounds. I too have been a yo-yo dieter for years, an on again off again Weight Watcher, with no lasting success. I've found MFP easy to follow and in an effort to keep things simple, have just told myself that I have to do at least one half hour of sweat-inducing exercise per day, 6 days per week. I have been gentle with myself and not too focused on the scales, more on health. Now that I am at the maintenance stage, I actually have hope that I can do it. Here's hoping that I won't have to keep my "fat clothes"! Thanks again from a fellow Canuck!
LadyAceKitchen
I'm sure someone has said this before, but from your before and after photos, you look like you could be your own daughter! What a transformation. Of course, it's not just what's on the outside though. You're healthier, and your happiness just radiates in all your photos. Congratulations! Such an inspiration.
Gwendolyn K.
CONGRATULATIONS!!!! Your story of this great achievement is a true inspiration to me! I just began a new exercise program to lose about 10lbs. and to help lower my blood pressure, strengthen my circulation! I needed this boost. Losing weight , staying strong and healthy is a life time change and commitment. The results: You LOOK GREAT AND SO BEAUTIFUL! Thank You for sharing of your sweet success. :o) Love your website/recipes too!!!!
Beth Schultz
I just stumbled upon your blog and I rarely comment on people's blogs but I just loved your blog. Thanks for your encouragement in people's weight loss journey. Way to go on your weight loss. I loved your photo's you are lovely!!
Lila
Howdy! I just made your butternut squash soup (I substituted black lentils for the quinoa bc that is what I had on hand) and it was super delicious! What a great story! I've heard how important it is to document weight loss with pictures and you are proof positive. You look like a younger, happier version of the before pictures! Thanks for sharing; I look forward to reading more of your blog.
Jennifer
WOW. You look at least 10 years younger after losing all that weight and getting in shape! Amazing. Good for you.
Jessi
You look amazing and you've done so well! Thanks for sharing - it's super inspirational =)
Diane
Congrats on your success!! You look amazing and sooo much younger! You are a beautiful woman and I see beauty shining from within in your eyes. 🙂 Your story is relatable for me. I am not a runner but I started working out and healthy eating to lose weight that has been stubbornly on me for a few years. I would try for a few pounds and then give up. I recently lost 35 lbs and have fallen off the exercise wagon again. I'm not eating the greatest again either. You have inspired me that it can be done. I have about 20 lbs more to lose and suffer from chronic pain. I don't want to use that as an excuse but that is why healthy eating and exercise is so important for me. I'm going to try your chicken stew with butternut squash. Looks yummy! And thanks for sharing your life with us! 🙂
Maricel Madrid
Congratulations! You look fabulous and about 15 years younger